omg, i cant believe it's already 16. before we know it, it'll be christmas, then end of the year! o.O
school sucks still. today uncle edmund asked why we're so hardworking, and i only remembered it's the holidays after 5 secs. what the shit were we doing in school?! but oh wells it's gonna be like that for the next few __ days. =(
drained.......
drained..
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that day i suddenly felt sad that the world is so disgustingly materialistic
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from now on, imma be okay.
rude egoistic people should totally get slapped.
rude+egoistic is like the ultimate combo.
really, really hate.
okok anyway right. i have the jilin video! dont know if you guys have watched it but please do ok.
super miss that place! i watched it like 3 times. it's so heartwarming. watching those three weeks again was like ahh awwww <3
(:
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i went to kikki.k today. (bought super pretty pen (((: )
first qns tt came to me: omg is this brand eco friendly?!
then this ways-for-a-better-planet notebook caught my eye, randomly flipped to a page, and the first thing i saw was "RAGS TO RICHES. many of the world's waste goes to... ..."
wtf?
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scene: me n mingbei pondering deeply during our discussion. we began to stare out the window and stoned
bus rolls by with advert "there'll be no more ice in the year 2012" with panda staring back and other environment related slogans
=(((
it's everywheeerrrreeeeeee.
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"We've often heard that we're running out of resources. But there are still the same number of atoms around on the Earth's surface -- we have simply converted atoms into molecules that are of no use to us. With continuous cycling of both organic and inorganic materials, we will never run out of the resources we need."
"Designers need to recognise just how many things are toxic. And also that the use of hazardous materials is standard practice. Unless you actively design out these hazards, using 'standard practice' will mean that your designs are helping to kill people."
from The Total Beauty of Sustainable Products by Edwin Datschefski
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This book is getting to me. =(
FYP concept la..
why is the world so full of @#$%^&*^ people?
like huh?
sorry come again?
huh wtf
oh wells.
walks away.
and the stuff that finally came in the mail, are perfect. (:
okay, satisfied enough. gonna stop shopping, seriously.
fyp!
i kept thinking today, how much i've changed over the course of my poly years. i feel not so innocent anymore. i've seen and felt too much ugliness, and now it's the time when people really, really reveal their true colours in glory. even the nicest person have lost to time.
whatever happened to those innocent times of year one man. class in the print shop, sitting at the print shop stairs for lunch, dressing in full black for a day, popeyes, fab birthday celebrations, selflessness, togetherness, thailand, omg thailand, jasper gasping for air, the list goes on.
guess this is what they call growing up, and this is what i've been dreading so much since years ago.
back to sip report. sucks.
I'm scared.
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I want a tamagotchi
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i'm kind of looking forward to the end of the year.
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the 4th's coming. (:
i wanted to blog happy stuff but then i started feeling guilty because daddy just told me a very unfortunate story and i feel bad for being happy when someone out there is mourning.
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yesyes, i appreciate my life, and i will always.
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but this i have to post:
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The truth is, you already are aware of yourself and who you are. You've come to terms with yourself and have been through almost everything. You live, love, and cherish. You've already shown everyone your true colors. Your life is complete. Nothing hold you back. You've lived with regrets, anger, hurt, despair, light dark, and everything in between. However, these things won't stop you. Keep living on. You find beauty in yourself and others. You are prone to changing. You let your emotions out and keep them that way. Everyone admires you for your loyalty and trustworthiness. You are a truly unique and one in your own.
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accurate, i think.
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internship's ending soon =((( i'm only starting to really enjoy it.
hmm sounds good. and tempting.
but no, something in me isnt going to allow myself to do that =(
i shall work and be independent, yes.
internship is making me lazy.
might go swimming later. whoo!~
